Thoughts

Halfway through the week...and I feel like I have been hit by a truck.  For some reason I am completely exhausted today and I haven’t accomplished anything. Signs of depression? Maybe, but most likely not.  I am usually too busy running all over the place to think about being depressed.  I am pretty sure that today my exhaustion stems from driving my Jeep (think whiplash with a stick shift) back and forth from the IE to the OC and back. 

As I sit here in my office, I look at my son’s framed football jersey on the wall and wonder: will I ever have grandchildren to share this with?  I know this is a completely ridiculous thought in my head at the moment, but these are the thoughts that run through my head on occasion. Especially when a lot of my friends are becoming grandparents.  I am being selfish.

Still no word on or from my son.